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Tuesday, February 28, 2006

sleague fan fare 2006 (260206)

i had "fun" at the fare.. haha.. the party start at 4 where family members and friends, *not forgetting foes* and respective soccer club do their thing.. from games to contest to dare challenges.. in the evening theres a soccer match and my cousin razif played for the west side and eventually win it by 4-2!! we had fun la... it reminded me of the time wen razif is in sembawang where our family cheer and shout for him.. its kewl la.. he play well.. thats the spirit.. hehe..

ps: dun judge a book by its cover :) i still rem seeing eidah during the last few years fan fare where she was with sengkang and how i criticise her being stuck up.. guess now she found the right type of frens.. lols.. i adore her and treat her like my big sis.. haha.. u go gerl!!! :D

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dessert nite out (230206)

eidah--kila--shabear

my best fren-cousin :D

cousin-ly love.. haha..

all by myself.. :p

hie guys!! feel like been so long i wanted to update my blog.. haha.. many things have happen and wen i want to blog smtin will crop up and i will get lazy to update.. now im kinda freaking free at work.. muahaha.. yayness... i got tons of pics to show too.. wait ah.. if i got free time n not lazy i will post some of the pics.. anyway, i would like to recommend u guys two movie dat ive watch over the weekend which were wolf creek and final destination 3!!! both movies are a must watch thing.. haha.. wolf creek is kinda gross and disgusting and very scary.. trust me on this.. got one scene, me, liah and kilah jump up on our chairs leaving us situated horrible wen the movie end.. lols.. and final destination three is thrilling and full of death.. haha.. so yeah.. must watch okay!!

Three freewheeling, college-aged pals Liz (Cassandra Magrath), Kristy (Kestie Morassi) and Ben (Nathan Philips) head out for a holiday hike in stunning Wolf Creek National Park to see its mysterious meteor crater. When they return, their car won’t start. Trapped in the cast emptiness of the wilderness – all they can so it wait for rescue. Luckily, as night falls, along comes colorful local bushman Mick (John Jarratt) and his massive truck, offering a tow to safety. But as the sun comes up the next morning, it becomes shockingly apparent that Mick has no intention of fixing their car or letting them leave the Outback… ever again. .

Six years after the events of Final Destination (2000), Wendy (Winstead), a high school senior, has a premonition of a fatal roller-coaster accident involving herself and all her friends. When the premonition proves true, those who survive the accident are forced to deal with the repercussions of escaping their fate. But fate is not so easily thwarted, and as Wendy and Kevin (Merriman) desperately try to interpret the clues that might save lives, one-by-one their friends meet fantastically gruesome ends.

hehe.. i will update some pics asap!! hehe.. :) bye..

ps: my condolences goes to kak ina family for the lost of their loving grandad last friday..

Thursday, February 23, 2006

hey!! tomorrow is friday and weekends is just around the corner.. hehe.. anyway i will be joining NUS 'stardust'.. its a singing competition.. haha.. and the audition will be on this coming saturday.. i will take it like my own preparation before the spore idol audition and on top of that ana might be joining too!! kewl...

now i got alot of things to ammend BUT GOD IS on my side and he wants me to rest as the SERVER IS DOWN!!! YAY!!! for now im gonna rest myself cos im sure after break later the server will be up and my dear client will come again.. haha.. btw now the job scope seems relatively easy?? and pretty much direct.. i owe justin alot.. hes been helping me alot sia.. tanx uh and yeah hes my informer to the supervisor at

the server is down!! haha.. :)

work if i cant come to work.. lols.. and for this month i didnt come to work for 5 days!!! omfg.. den how sia.. sure my pay very very lil.. sianz.. :( but its ok and i just get my bill and this month bill went up to 160!!! first time my bill so fcuking high.. and lucky i got incoming call free or my bill will be like thousands!! haha.. okla guess wen i get my pay and wen people pay me back what they owe me i can pay my bill!!! haha.. :)

i think i betta stop here.. wish me luck for my saturday audition at NUS.. :) bye..

Monday, February 20, 2006

harlow people!!! im like so damn excited about the spore idol round 2 audition!!! hehe.. jus had a confirmation dat ana gonna help me out.. omg.. shes so nice.. tanx babe!!! :D currently im at work.. life at work has been less stressful.. things look good.. the report are coming out and yeah three more weeks to go!!! woohoo!!! i cant wait for it but gonna miss the people here.. hmm.. nvm nvm.. can still call up wen im out of here!! lols..

anyway yesterday i meet eidah at bugis and i didnt know faeza gonna be there.. so yeah.. they drag me to watch soccer... it was nice la.. but ive been reading newspaper about how good young lions has become and this year squad is the hope of spore football.. BUT looking at the opponent... i TOT it was pahang, malaysia league club.. they play against shazan muda?!?!? WTH IS SHAHZAN MUDA?? lols... i tink from division one.. and yeah they play worse den paya lebar ok.. and im not SURPRISED if young lions won over them and its not a BIG DEAL... if they lose out... i really dunno what to say.. haha.. so next time pls pls.. tink twice before u write something in the newspaper.. LOLX... and heres some pics from yesterday soccer outing...

get the tix for free compliment from isa

i find this pic VERY CUTE n 'innocent'!!! hahaha...

GO LIONS GO!!!

what are YOU looking AT?!?!?!?!

the oh-so delicious drink to cool us down

not forgetting while we were going towards bugis mrt to the stadium got these two man was like following us.. credits to eidah.. haha.. den faeza saw that they use one ezlink card to go in.. like getting close to each other and get in... omg.. so cheapo.. they look corny and haf the 'perogol bersiri'(rapist) look.. haha... so much for a PROFESSIONAL DOG TRAINER.. kwangx3.. guess they are from malaysia.. got the malaysian outlook.. lols..

haha.. okla dats all for now.. guess im back to work.. haha.. ciaoz.. :)

ps:ANYONE WANT TO WATCH MOVIE?? damn.. seems like ages i didnt watch movie..

Saturday, February 18, 2006

outdated pics (080206 kuzzins nite out)

us waiting for mrt :)

me with my new hair colour.. hehe..

all smiles

hmm.. YUMMY!! finger licking good...

the three angels in my life :D

amin is missing.. hehe.. he got something on so he cant join us but without him we had fun too!!! hahahaha... :)

Thursday, February 16, 2006

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describe me in 5-6 words

(u are suppose to write your name/nick, not give me a new nick or type my nick)

Sunday, February 12, 2006

my singapore idol sweet memory

lets talk about my idol experience..

it started in the afternoon and i get my top, print the form at 50 cents each paper at a cyber cafe (wth!!) and rushing to take a photo at takashimaya.. hehe.. then i make my way to the scape.. i called shirin and she lead me the way in.. AS I WAS WALKING, i slip and fell on my butt flat with a loud BOMB!!!! omfg!!! im so paiseh.. hais.. den i nid to compose myself and the people around that area was very nice and lend me a hand to get up.. awww.. sporeans are really helpful(NOT ALL!!)... so yeah after tryiong to get back up.. i make my GRAND ENTRANCE to shirin and frens place.. haha... so yeah shirin as usual VERY THE LOUD and ****** too... LOLS... we had fun la.. shirin was with her bro den came along her fren jazz.. shes fun too.. they talk like err... mean girls?? lols.. it was fun la..

then at ard 630 we make our way to change.. TO MY DISAPPOINTMENT, i cant fit in the shirt i jus bought... wtf!!! hais.. so much of trying to look good.. :( so i had no choice but to wear the same shirt i wore like last nite?? lols.. lucky i dun haf bad odour and tanx to alfy (shirin bro) for the perfume.. lols.. den sadly i set my hair and wore my jeans with "the shirt" and my belt.. i love d belt.. haha... my lucky belt?? lols.. den we make our way back.. den i tried calling eidah from like 5 to 7 am!!! she neva pick up cos i nid the scissors.. hais.. at last she pick up like at 7 and she got 1 hour to reach!! as usual shes late la.. hais.. nvm at least she make it to line up with us.. hehe..

so we make our way to the audition... after much lining up and registration and INTERVIEW BY REPORTER(haha.. she interview me about my survival kit and such..), its time for me to make into the audition room aka movie theatre.. it was really nerve wrecking.. hmm.. and guess what?? my judges was babes conde and one bitchy guy.. lol... then i entered the room.. it was scary.. they ask me qns like whatever.. ask me y im there?? what makes me an idol?? y i sing dat song?? y i sing a song which i lose on a competition last time?? they really pump me wth qns.. lols.. then they said i better blew them off with the song.. so yeah, i started singing and exaggerate.. lols.. the guy said.. wah u want to be diva issit?? wth.. haha.. then after that i tot i make a mistake and i wanted to sing my second song as i had prepare it.. so babes ask me what the other song then the guy was like nvm u are good.. cya.. hahaha.. so wen i was walking out of the room, babes actually sang the song i sing.. hahahaha... i was like wtf? lols.. so i make my way to the result place.. (TRUST ME.. this year audition is much MORE organised than before and it look more grand!!! trust me on that... :)) so yeah made new frens like everywhere i go.. hmm.. haha.. and waiting and waiting and at last the result came out.. the lady called few numbers and she said sorry u are not able to make it.. den they calle dmy number and another contestant number and said congratulation, u made it into the next round!!! IT WAS LIKE OMG!!!! hahaha.. i neva tink dat i can make it.. hehe.. at last i get to see the judges!!! den as i was writing down my particulars, the producer came up to me and ask me wat i feel, i said im happy la, this is my second time joining and i get in.. he ask me to sing.. so yeah, i sang the song till the chorus i stop.. haha... dne the lady ask me cont.. i got no choice but to cont.. everyone was like woah, jazzy voice.. lols... i was happy.. and the next audition will be held at toa payoh!! my hometown.. haha.. im very happy!! very.. haha.. so i made my way down and wait for eidah.. we went to eat and i took cab then went back home with a smile on my face.. hahaha.. :)

so yeah.. i prove SOME people wrong esp to SOME of my family members.. haha.. i wont forget it.. time to brush up on the song and yeah, time to relax more.. lols.. time to rest now.. haha... *SMILES*

ps: tanx to eidah for supporting me and shirin for accompanying me... u guys rock!!! *HUGS*

Saturday, February 04, 2006

outdated pictures - ron's CNY open house

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we meet each other in a strange way.. the forum!! lols..

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good food.. lots of chocs!! :)

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shera trying to act stupid.. lols.. :p

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pepper~shabear

presenting pepper, ma$e and shabear!!! lols... :p

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Friday, February 03, 2006

i just felt too stress up that i wrote this to my LO in school.. i also talk to my supervisor about it.. i felt so fcuking stress.. :(

Dear Sir,

Recently I got one major problem. I cannot do work under pressure and the client has been on my heels and I can’t do the report as what he want. I really cannot do. This cause myself to get stress and I just would want to break free from this. It is not healthy from my side. I really do not know who to face. Hais, I am scared if I cannot deliver the thing he wants I would get penalized on my IAP. It is overdue last week but I really cannot do it. My mind can’t think because I get the pressure from him. Hais. I am telling you this as the client has been coming up and keeps asking for me and even when I meet him on the company bus he keep asking me. I cannot work under pressure and when I am pressure I cannot deliver well. It is not his fault because it is his job to check the progress on the system but I really cannot understand the coding. I am lost. I never felt this way. I am beginning to hate my work place. It has been a dreadful thing to come to work and looking forward for it to end. I do not show it out because I do not want them think I am a failure but the problem is I cannot do it. The client wants to see you. I scared if I am going to fail my IAP. Hais. I am scared I will breakdown in front on them. They have high hopes that I will be able to finish it but I do not think I can. I don’t show my feelings to people and I cannot stand it and this is my last resort to go to you because I really can’t withstand it. Hais. I don’t want to fail my IAP and I’m scared I will fail. Because of this I took mc and have been missing from work. I just want to run away and do not want to see the client. Tell me. What am I suppose to do? I got no one to turn to here. Hais. I’m scared if I unable to finish the task I will fail my IAP. They told me they took me just to enhance that program. It means I have to finish it up but the problem is now I cannot move on. I write this to you not to gain sympathy but I really got no one to turn to and it is killing me. I really hope you can come down today because the client wanted to see you and I want to talk to you. Hais. I do not know if I am thinking too much but the fact is the client has been hot on my heels and I really cannot withstand the pressure. I really really hope to hear from you soon.

Regards,
Sharil L

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

GONG XI FA CAI!!!

it has been a great CNY for me.. lets check out what ive done during my CNY hols.. hehe...

28 January 2005 (saturday)
my manager fika told me to work from 11am to 11pm.. so yeah, i work during that period of time.. it was TIRING!!! customer kept coming in and out of the shop.. ALOT of people came in.. thus i was very busy at the cash register.. sianz.. so tiring... went back home at 11pm and talk to my friend till the next morning.. lols..

29 January 2005 (sunday)
second day of working 12 hours.. hehe.. IT WAS more tiring!!! more customer came in and guess what?!?! the sales for the day is about 6000++!!! imagine the amount of customer coming in and out.. it was super tiring... hehe.. and i got my 60 bucks on the day itself.. i work from 7pm to 7am.. its kinda quiet at night but this is the first time eva i work sunrise shift and felt sleepy and tired.. Yawnz..... how i wish the night does not end.. my friend was angry with me so she didnt pick up my call... hmm.. but at ard 7am++, she called me.. so happy that we chat till afternoon then i catch some sleep before meeting uds for dinner...

30 January 2005 (monday)
damn i miss this girl.. *uds* looks like she found d man... lols.. we meet up at around 6++ at junction 8.. went for some window shopping den hanging out at coffee bean.. lastly we settle to eat at pastamania instead of drinking... haha... so yeah we had fun eating.. it was super delicious for her and mine okla not bad.. LONGKANG WATER?!?! lols.. after that my friend called me and i spoke to her otw home and till the next day.. lols...

31 January 2005 (tuesday)
u guys still rem my forummer close friends, pepper, maverick, ma$e and boo?!?! haha.. yeah.. on dat day ron invite us to his house for CNY celebration.. it was sweet of him to invite us.. haha.. the yesteryears ya.. he sure got some hot gfs.. haha.. but they were kinda bitchy like the OMG LOOK AT ME type.. hahaha... the accent... hahaha... his mum was super duper frenly and cute.. haha.. she was nice.. we also got ang bao!! my first and last ang bao for this year CNY.. lols..

now(wednesday)
im back at work.. hais.. time flies VERY VERY fast... me and my friend not in good term and yeah things werent on the good side.. hope everything will be okay.. :( anyway im just bored and sick of working here.. i dun like doin things i dun like... *sound farnie.. haha..* hais.. i hate programming.. usually im not bad in this but all these store procedures and the client 24 hours on my back asking me to speed up the work really make me stress out.. i hate it.. hais.. going to work is the most sad part.. like uds said.. the only time when u enjoy work is the last half an hour of it.. for me it will be from 5 to 525 pm!!!! haha.. thats when im all smiles.. lols.. email my colleague to get ready and BOOM!! off i go... hehe... but for now i got no choice but to stay put and guess what?? 5 more weeks to go!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YAHOO!!! countdown to freedom... hahax...

oklah gtg.. i got some pics from the outing with my forummers.. once i got it i will post it up aite.. till next time.. BYE BYE!!!! lols.. :p

Aril♥

sharil / shabear
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