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Friday, January 27, 2006
im so tired.. hais.. been whining alot these days.. im so freaking stress.. the client of the program is like my worst nitemare.. dun even wanna see his face.. hes like pressuring me to do the report faster.. but hey!!! give me time la.. even in school we got 16 weeks to complete on proj and u expect me to finish the report pages in one week?!?! wen im being pressure i cant do work and will slack.. and the heck care attitude will be coming.. haha.. i dont care la.. just do according to my phase.. he wanna complain, by all means complain.. as if i care.. i hate working under deadlines and pressure from people.. even in school i dont feel so stress sia.. hais.. sux man..

anyway today is friday and weekends is coming!!!! haha.. im so freaking happy.. tonight i will be meeting my sec sch frens buddies.. yayness.. haha.. the usual us plus a-shan.. hehe.. then on saturday and sunday will be working at 7 eleven from 7pm to 7am!! CNY mah.. so if work 12 hours will get 30 bucks on the spot.. hehe.. then monday and tuesday will be my rest day and mayb do some shopping as i get my pay today!!! yahoo... lols... BUT for now cant wait for work to end here.. hate the workplace.. so bloody dead.. hais and later i got to go home late as i came in late.. sianz.. i will end at around 615 cos im 45 mins late to work in the morn.. tanx to my bro for not sending me and i have to wait for the bloody taxi which in the end i called a cab and it cost me 9 bucks!!! si bei sianz.. okla now going for lunch liao.. bye!!

PS: my supervisor in school rocks sia.. haha.. he came down last wednesday and hes a nice guy.. hehe.. tanx for ur concern aite.. haha.. and the treat.. *smile*


Monday, January 23, 2006
one hour and plus plus to go and im so gonna be otw back home.. usually i hate goin back home so early but after work home is still d best place to be in..

hmm.. everything happen for a reason and i have to be strong to face it and i tink i am.. tanx to all my frens and esp eidah for ur concern.. :)


Sunday, January 22, 2006
its the weekends!! yeah.. and today is sunday.. :( and tml back to work.. sianz.. im so bloody tired.. later nid to work at 7 eleven somemore.. si bei tiring sia.. Yawnz... anyway ytd nite after working at the almighty 7 eleven.. haha.. i went out with my cousins to marina followed by lau pa sat as usual for our supper.. it seems like saturday is kuzzins day.. haha.. it was fun.. we went to play bowling... something new!! rather den walking ard aimlessly.. hehe.. we had fun for sure.. the underage kids join us.. haha.. khai and azura.. heres some pic we took in the train tanx to nokia hps.. haha.. fun-ness.. *smiles* (two tone colour pics due to two diff hp used.. haha...)

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sexy butt azura.. hahaha...

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whos there?! its actually a sleeping lady.. haha..

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hmm.. looking down.. DUH? haha..

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my act sexy attitude face expression.. lols..

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wow... whats that on the floor?!?!?

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the poses difference yp and ya... haha...

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yeah.. we have fun!!! :)

haha.. okla.. now i got to change!!! goin 7 eleven to work.. hope not much stuffs to do sia... hehe.. bye!!


Wednesday, January 18, 2006
BORING, SLEEPY, SHAGGY, TIRED, ATTITUDE ME!!!

hais... this is wat im feelin now... im bored as im stuck with my work yet again and my supervisor like confuse aso and now he ask me find the errors... haiyo... im sleepy as i did not get enough sleep... hais... no life... im shagged cos im tired... im tired cos im shagged... and i attitude cos the ANGMOH in the office irritates me... they never tok to me but i dun like angmoh.. period. haha... and the way they speak irritate me alot... i mean ALOT!!! hahaha... im being racists but wateva.. lols... all these lead to stress and not forgetting i work everyday including the weekends... haiyo... where to get rest... sianz... :( cant wait for iap to end and go back to school... u noe y must i go back??? cos i kena extension due to "good" attendance... haha... its ok... only for two weeks.. gonna be nyp senior citizen for dat two odd weeks den after dat YEAH!! im so out of nyp... hehe...


anyway i would like to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO IPAH... so yeah... u are 20 liao... all the best in wateva u do and hope u had a fun time wt ur frens.. :)

back to biz... SINGAPORE IDOL2 IS GONNA START SOON... haha... ive already registered for it and im going wt eidah... she also join... my dear shirin is joining too... not fair rite... nvm.. will mit her during the audition... at last... lols... and to all my FORUMMERS FRENS out there... dun forget to be back in the forum... ive join the unofficial forum and waiting for the official to be up... oh my... this is wat keep making me onz!! haha... anyway do join the unofficial one aite...
SINGAPORE IDOL FORUM!! okla gtg... now back to WORK!!! sianz.. finish one task, another task will be given.. it will neva end till 11 march.. si bei sianz... hmm... BYE!!!


Monday, January 16, 2006
outdated pics

liah 18th birthday

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the birthday cake and whose hand is dat?!?! haha...

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chilling at esplanade rooftop.. :)

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whose ciggy is dat?!?! hmm... haha...

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LOOK STUN!!!! hahaha...

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my darling kuzzin.. cant believe shes now legal... lols... :p

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us being silly right in front of fullerton hotel... :p

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"high" girls.. hahaha... :p


GOOD MORNING people... im currently very tired and very sleepy... during the weekends i work at 7 eleven... i dunno y im so hardworking... dats so not me... hmm... anyway as it is the festive season, lots of stock coming in... on saturday itself a total of 9 cages came in!! thats quite alot.. nid to decorate the store and do ticketing for the products... i was very tired... hais...

not forgetting, last saturday after work i went to celebrate liah 18 birthday!!! it was fun... haha... me and kilah reach late.. sorry guys we are busy yeah.. lol... liah, amin and yani went to mit up first... it was nice ah.... me and kilah rush to but the cake and pressie... we bought a brownie cake and an adidas perfume.. it was a sweet small celebration... touching kan... we went to esplanade and lau pa sat for my dinner... hahaha... will update the pics wen i get it from who else but yani... haha... :p and not forgetting HAPPY 18th BIRTHDAY to LIAH!!! haha... its d time where everyone is legal... hahaha... asses... oklah dats all and now BACK TO PROGRAMMING!!!! sianz... bye... :(


Friday, January 13, 2006
outdated hari raya haji pics

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-cousins-

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open ur mouth widely.. haha.. my trademark.. :p

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i loike this pic... haha..

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yani-shabear


im so stress... dunno how to do... no one can help... hais... dissapointed replys from frens... its ok.. i cant simply disturb my sup for help... smtimes can but too often not nice... [i have manage to solve it.. yayness...] lucky i haf the contract worker to help me... bless him.. hmm... sianz... its so fcuking bored... NO MSN!!! sianz.. cant wait for weekends and gonna work at 7 eleven... hais... NO REST AT ALL!!! im gonna kill myself sia... i neva felt this stress from the things i do sia... esp programming... im unhappy y the hell people who is good at programming didnt get programming job and y me?! yes me get such job... whereas im not good at it... sianz... and people who do data entry get like 600 and we as in programming job get 400 to 450 pay... walau... nabey sia... i just stress cos im stuck and i hate it... and my sup said that by next week i haf to work fast... wth... to make things worse, for the next two weeks there will be no holiday so need to work 5 days st8!!! walau... facing the computer 5 days st8... si bei sianz.. i better stop whining and crack my head to solve moi prob.. cant wait to go back to school... fyp much betta... :(

PS: i hate wen the angmohs in the office speak.. feel like slapping their faces... and one of them actually stare stare at me in the toilet... wth... stupid white man...


Thursday, January 12, 2006
HEY!!! im so back to reality... after taking another day off which means my allowance will be deduct more, im so back to work facing the computer and colleagues.. Yawnz... very boring indeed... now im abit fresh up!! yes.. positive attitude to start the day.. hope it will go well and hope it will end at 525 like soon.. haha... dream on babey... its like 759am now at my computer time and it seems quiet and people coming in the office... boring tired sleepy face everywhere... i cant imagine these people who have been here for like few years and everyday facing the computer doing the same old thang... dun they get bore of it?!?! im sure will be bored sia.. hais.. anyway im so not gonna be into the IT industry and no way i will be like sitting in front of the computer everyday.. i prefer being in front line like teaching and sales line.. interact with people... not interact with computer.. haha.. i must salute those who have been here like forever.. haha... get a life sia.. hope they dun read this.. lols... oklah wish me luck!!! haha.. BYE...


Tuesday, January 10, 2006
SeLaMaT hArI rAyA hAjI!!!

basically as usual my mum will cook and me will sleep till noon and will not go for the morning prayers... lols... the same old me... laziness or mayb im very tired... tml i will confirm take mc and rest whole day... gonna sleep!!! haha.. so yeah the usual stuffs, went granny house and all.. mit up with kuzzins and joke and laugh and games.. haha... fun peepz i can say... all growing up now... haha... its like im 21 this year!!! omfg!!! so old... hais... hahaha... okla once i get my pics from kuzyani i will post it here.... hmm... the KUZ!!! haha... new name for us.. good idea... LAMER... lols... there will be kuz'liah, kuz'kila, kuz'amin, kuz'yani and kuz'sha... haha... okla gtg BYE!!! :)


Monday, January 09, 2006
i have tried linking the video right here but fail.. hmm.. its ok click on the next link to see the video.. :)

ORION FINALS


im so freaking bored.. too tired... no mood to go to work.. cant wait to go home and sleep... hais... it seems i got no life at all... monday to friday 800am to 525pm at my company *attachment* and weekends 1100am to 700pm working at 7 eleven... it seems i got no day off!!! sometimes its very tiring... feel that my body cant took it... very sleepy and very tired... i work all because of money... hais... no money no tok... cannot shop cannot movie cannot eat... no fun!!! but with all the money now, i got no time to shop to movie to eat... hmm... its better not to haf money den haf time den haf money but no time.. wow... its pretty interesting.. bt i will still choose got money... no money feel abit awkward... hmm... nvm... once my attachment is over i will continue working at 7 eleven... and will wait for enlistment... NO LIFE.. :(

anyway ytd after work, i rush to my kuzzy house cos hes having his new born baby cut hair aka "cukur rambut" haha... some malay tradition still practice here... its fun la.. miting my kuzzins and play games.. haha... as usual i always started the game.. it was fun indeed.. anyway this sat is liah birthday.. hmm... mayb we will be celebrating a simple birthday celebration.. cakes and stuffs but now.. what to buy for her uh?? haha... hmm.... *thinking*

okla now back to reality and codings!!! i got error dat i cant debug... sianz... have to tackle it all alone... sianz.. BYE!!!


Sunday, January 08, 2006
outdated pictures

pictures from my granny birthday celebration at johor!!! *smiles* (25/12/05 - 26/12/05)

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birthday cake... very cute uh.. haha..

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my granny in white top *songkok*.. :)


anyway we exchange some presents...
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the rest who didnt get it, instigate everyone to bump on me!!!! OUCH!!! lols...
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it was "fun" indeed... haha...

not forgetting....

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PRESENTING ASHARI co. MOST SLUTTY/BITCHY/CHEEKY/HUNKY/HOT GRANDCHILDRENS... HAHA... :p

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POSE 1

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haha... so whos the nicest of all?? i also dunno... haha... :p


Saturday, January 07, 2006
hey!! ytd was a fun night.. mit up with ck and phil and as usual we start shoot each other.. lame uh... instead of eating sushi, i make a right turn to pastamania!!! haha... it was nice.. i like it.. :) im so full eating it bah.. hehe... then mit up with felix and his kuz... he left us for awhile and i mit up wt siowlian!!! haha... dat noisy bitchy gal... haha... she does not change at all.. love her.. haha... :p then siowlian went off for dinner so me and my fyp frens went to starbucks.. we chill there.. then lix join us... dat asshole... haha... cool isnt it.. hehe.. then off back home... ZZZZzzzzzzzzz..........

hehe... later i will be werking!!! sianz... no choice i want money!!! my attachment money not enough!!!! sianz... nvm 7 eleven here i come... Yawnz... :p okla dats all from moi... BYE!!!


Friday, January 06, 2006
im pretty BORED here... actually i nid to do some codings... si bei sianz.. hais.. jus hope everything will end soon... lunch was nice as usual.. dats the time where everyone seems awake.. haha.. anyway yesterday i forget to scan out my card... sianz... lucky the hr lady gonna help me configure it.. yayness... haha... i got no more time to waste cos ive already apply for three days leave!!! damn.. my basic allowance is 420... walau if they cut its gonna be like 300++?? where got enough sia... sianz... hais.. looks like i got to werk 7 eleven duing CNY cos if i work more than 12 hours, will get 30 bucks extra and its hot hard cash!!! haha.. but i hope fika will put two person.. then will be not dat tiring... *smiles*

later will be meeting ck and phil for dinner at town.. yay.. so long neva hang out wt them.. hehe... roy cant make it.. nutin new... hahaha :p okla dats all.. will update more oftenly.. lols.. BYE!!!


Thursday, January 05, 2006
PICS OF ORION UPDATED

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standing by each other throughout the competition

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singing with passion

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we are winners

for more pictures : orion competition
credits to izyan bro and bf!! :D


im in my cold creepy and quiet office... have my own desk wt a computer *duh.. then how i update my blog* and some stationeries beside my cpu... not forgetting my lecture pad and the specification of the enhancement dat im gonna do on the cpu... my hp and water bottle on my left... and a phone dat i neva pick up wen it rings on my right... not forgetting my own calendar on my most left... hahahaha... so dats how my desk look like... haha...

SIANZ!!! got my first job just now... its to change all the aspx sql connection from the old to the new way... hmm... so leceh... im kinda stuck here but its ok wait for half an hour or so than i will ask my in charge... lols... to kill time babey...

jst now lunch was good... my colleagues went to bendemeer to eat.. we took car there... it was nice la... bonding time... one of them even disturb me abt my mass!! haha... nvm nvm... joking hor... :p i ate nasi padang.. kinda ex tho... 4 bucks lei... hmm... nvm... jus now bought ciggies aso for 880!!! more ex than 7 eleven by 10 cents... sianz... no money liao... nid to save!!! :( haha...

hmm... okla i tink dats abt it.. BYE!!! :p


Wednesday, January 04, 2006
OUTDATED POST

HAPPY NEW YEAR TO ALL!!!! haha.. i know this post mayb outdated but WHO CARES?!?!?! haha... anyway i spent my new year eve with my kuzzins!!! 8 of us in total.. we went queenz... woohoo... IT WAS A BLAST... dance all nite... u should see how i dance... opps... over sharil... NOTIN NEW!!! haha... den after dance... we went lau pa sat for supper and head to esplanade to take NR1 to go home... haha... it was fun clubbing wt my kuzzins... mayb we are doin it again soon... waiting for baby liah turn 18!!! hahaha... heres some pixies... :)

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otw to queenz.. woohoo..

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look kinda gay.. lols..

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~amin-shabear-yani~

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pouting me and manly yani... hahahahaha!!!

okla gtg!!! HAPPY 2006!!! yay!!! year of idols and competitions... i LOIKE... haha... take cares... :) not forgetting NATIONAL SERVICE!!!!!!! ah........ BYE!!! haha...


YA!!! im so happy... i noe i didnt win but im happy... made new frens... people who can sing make hairstyle compose songs... im so happy and would like to say tanx to anastasia!!! she help me alot in singing wise and of cos izyan for making it happen... u dunno how much it means to me... haha... im sooo happy especially when people give good comment on my voice... haha... its funny too wen im performing.. the crowd was MAD!!!!!!! hahahaha... it was nice seeing people enjoying themselves wen we are performing... i truly never regrets this experience... its an unforgettable event!!! its a good start of the year!!! hahaha... actually izyan bf got it recorded so once i get it from her, i will try to put it at moi blog... haha... :p

anyway been ages since i last updated... hmm... attachment been okay so far... mayb i haven get the hard part yet but been enjoying... got new frens aka colleagues... they are nice people... hehe... the lastest movie ive seen were king kong and narnia!!! IT WAS NICE!!! u guys should watch ok... hmm... i tink dats abt it... im missing my orion frens liao!!!! haha... and im disappoint as none of my frens came to watch bt im happy cos ive done smtin i wanna do in a long time!!!! haha... love u guys so muchies!!!! :)

PS: AN OUTSIDER TOLD ME I PRESENT MYSELF VERY WELL ON THE STAGE!!! im happy!!! even my fren who was at the theatre said dat too... haha... they find me cute and i haf nice smile... SO HAPPY... this gif me more confident in joining future competition... wat pple say is true.. its not a matter of winning, is a matter of entertaining the crowd... anyway singers are entertainers... lols..


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