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Tuesday, August 31, 2004
hihihii.... im juz bored.... want to go out bt no one is ther.... haiz.... mi kuzzys are bz wt thier own werk.... he he hee.... want to study but no mood.... he he hee... im the last min type so dont tink im startin soon.... he he hee.... so todae did notin, juz watch catwoman vcd.... it was an ok ok movie.... the show was ok.... bt the special effect was awesome.... halle berry was hot hot hot.... ha ha haa....
now i need is a job!!!! haiz.... hope i will get peier job offer.... *cross finger*

oklah notin much to sae as ive done notin....
he he hee.... bt mayb tml go out.... haiz....
byek!!!!


Monday, August 30, 2004
im damn dissapointed.... haiz.... i don noe lahz!!!! i tink i have to work harder and try again nxt yr!!!! haiz.... oklah juz nw after went to skool.... i went to mi kuzzy house.... we had a chat and haf fun.... den i went to mi aunt house to see mi kuzzin just born baby.... hes cute lahz bt ok ok onlie.... he he hee.... btw his bro is more cuter and hemsem.... den went to northpoint to have mi dinner at KFC with mi kuzzins and deir mum.... we ate alot and nw im damn full.... he he hee....

haiyo nxt week is common test week!!!! omg i haven even study.... i will take 5 papers and im the last minute type bt i will try to study lorz.... he he hee....

oklah juz want to sae gd luck for nadiyah and her group!!!! all the best for voice out!!!! and aso to all mi classmates.... happi study week and study hard!!!! ha ha haa.... all the best!!!!

oklah gtg....
byez....
PS: im dissapointed abt the voice out thingy.... :(


*yawnz...* im so tired gonna sleep soon... before i sleep juz wanna tell u folks wat ive been doin on yest borin dae!!!! gt plans bt cancel last min coz most of dem nt free... nabe.... next time confirm wt the rest first before askin mi!!!!

den as usual went msn and haf a chat wt lix and tok abt the indonesian idol... ha ha haa.... den at 10 pm!!!! watch the VICTORIA SECRETS FASHION SHOW!!!! it was damn nice.... the lingerie showcase was interesting and tyra banks was great .... naomi campbell look old bt she ok.... giselle looks nice.... btw it was nice.... he he hee.... veri creative.... and the models were simply gorgeous.... he he hee....

den i tink i go ZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... damn tired gonna go skool todae.... play tennis cum take books home cum check out the results.... haiz....

oklah gtg....
byez....
PS:to the "go die bitch", i dont mean to interfere bt if i gt sae u bitch or wat im sori bt u haf to respect other peepz too.... no hard feelings....


Saturday, August 28, 2004
hihihii.... im realli piss off wt the "go die bitch" nick at mi tag board!!!! damn fookin irritating.... so childish.... come on man grow up.... kena dump den get ur sis to stand up for u.... den sae all dis and plz hor.... dont be rude horz.... u called mi fat bastard wth!!!! so wat being fat.... nt happi can sae horz.... haiyo cant believe in spore got people lik u.... btw dont tagging at mi blog horz.... u ar nt welcome here!!!!

oklah lets forget abt dat peep.... juz now i went to mi school voice out audition... it was fine and i was scared dat i noe i sang out of tune some wher bt i tink i gave mi best.... so heres how it went by....

i woke up 12 juz nw and ate mi lunch.... den i sms the organiser and dey sae between 10am to 5pm.... so i reach ther at abt 2+.... den go find mi form and went into dis room.... it was damn cold siak.... den i saw yani fren 'abu'.... he sang well wt his guitar.... all the best man.... den actualli it was his turn bt he let mi go in first.... den wen i went in i saw ezra wt the video cam wt three judges.... den i start singin.... i was nervous and shiverin as well.... ha ha haa.... den after i finish one of the judges clap his hand.... he he hee.... it was encouragin.... den when i went out the people outside was lik saying "so fast ah he sing.... nt even 1 min...." ha ha haa.... i juz smile and walk to the lift.... ha ha haa.... nw waitin for the result.... mean galz will be helpin mi to check dis mondae.... so hope i will get in.... ha ha haa....

den after dat met mi kuzzin khai and liah and went to junction 8.... we went to eat at delifrance and went window shopping.... ha ha haa.... den after dat we went back home.... he he hee....

oklah gtg....
bye bye....
PS: voice out rocks!!!!


Thursday, August 26, 2004
huh.... wat a gd feelin... juz finish bathin.... damn fookin fresh.... i had a fun dae juz nw .... class start at 9 bt i come skool at 12.... he he hee.... actualli i purposely late coz im tired and lazy to wake up.... he he hee....

den i watch spore idol in school for the first hour and rush home to watch the results show.... ha ha haa.... so xcited.... he he hee....

den todae is the first ten for spore idol and mi favourite david yeo and jeassie get in.... juz as i expected.... the butch get in... haiz so borin.... actualli i tink she will go far.... den wen the camera show her supporters part.... dey show her famili and dey lik wearin smtin lik for grand dinner.... i tink she is rich and i tink its her family dat sms her.... who noes rite or her family company workers aso voted for her.... he he hee.... bt wateva izzit she got in *congrats aniwae*.... btw the nyp guy did nt get in.... he he hee.... actualli i aso noe dat he will nt be in.... ha ha haa.... nw waitin for nxt wk as mi favourite will be singin *the malay gal who went hospital*.... im gonna vote for her....

oklah dats all bubboi!!!
PS: how come spore idol does not haf an official webbie lik msia idol and indo idol???


Wednesday, August 25, 2004
hihihii.... juz ne huda help mi to put nania video kat mi blog... to thoes who don not noe her.... she is the top three for indonesia idol who haf the voice, looks and veri talented.... too bad she didi nt get into the grand finale.... btw i tink joy will win.... *delon sux*.... those who watch indonesian idol will noe wat i mean.... he he hee....

tml is the first ten for spore idol.... im gonna vote for the eurasian lookin gal coz i tink she gt the voice.... im nt gonna support these peepz.... the butch and nyp peep.... i juz simply dislike dem.... ha ha haa.... btw if u peepz nt happi *dont read mi blog*.... btw all the best for tml spore idol first ten....

dis saturdae i will haf the audition for voice out.... i jope i can go in coz ive been through two failure... *in spore idol and rhapsody 2004*!!!! hope i will get in.... ha ha haa.... all the best to all the peepz goin for the audition....

den juz nw i played tennis wt am, fish and lix.... it was damn fun bt short.... ha ha haa....

oklah gtg... byek!!!!


Tuesday, August 24, 2004
hahahaa.... im nw wt uda senget, ipah belo, aleem selengeh and luoyan ngokngok.... he he hee.... we are at lab S381 doin our semestral project mid presentation.... tml is the presentation.... so we are nw rushin through the preparation for tml....

ha ha haa.... im nw quite bored.... notin to do so blog lahz!!!! ha ha haa.... haiz.... actualli todae no skool bt haf to come..... :( bt wat to do....

oklah notin else to write abt....
byez!
PS: life is full of ups and down....


Monday, August 23, 2004
hihihii.... im nw happi and felt relieve as mi mini project one interview is OVER!!!! ha ha haa.... for the last few daes ive been worried as i don a noe a ting abt dis.... luckily mi interview is over and i manage to ans the qns given to mi.... btw i get D for mi first lab test for programmin.... he he hee.... at least i pass.... ha ha haa.... hope dat i will buck up and get the grades i want.... he he hee....

next up is zaw klass lab test and circuit lab test on fridae.... ha ha haa.... dat one later den can do lahz.... btw dis wednesdae i will haf our mid semester semestral project checkin.... so tmrw mittin aleem and lix.... den mayb go play tennis....

oklah dats all....
nite nite....



Sunday, August 22, 2004
hahahaa.... im damn fookin full rite nw.... i tink i have been eating the whole dae.... tanx to mi aunties.... juz nw i woke up abt 11+ den i ate mi lunch at 12+.... ate nasi briyani.... it was a huge portion of rice wt a chicken on it.... den i finish it all.... i was damn full.... he he hee.... den after dat suppose to go to mi auntie home at yishun bt i change mi mind and follow mi uncle to mi kuzzy home at choa chu kang.... wen we reach we ate canadian pizza.... few hours later.... ate mee maggi.... den recently juz ate KFC.... ha ha haa.... im nw damn fooking full.... im damn tired and juz wanted to sleep *yawnz*... nw juz waitin for mi uncle to send mi home.... he he hee.... den mi and mi kuzzins share quality time to catch up wt each other life.... he he hee.... we aso play scrabble which im nt good in it and juz as i expected.... i lost the game wt the lowest points.... ha ha haa!!!!

den juz nw mi kuzzin show mi dis photo album which consist of our photos wen we small to primry age to teens and nw.... ha ha haa.... looks lik we haf change alot.... its lik so funni seeing us in our old daes.... so orbit.... frm being outdated to keep up in trend now.... ha ha haa....

oklah gtg byek....
cya another time.... he he hee....

PS: derrick.... tanx for helpin mi wt the programmin.... tanx alot!!!!


hihihii.... im nw at mi kuzzy house at sembawang.... u noe y im here.... bcoz of dat fookin programmin.... mi comp buat hal.... cannot compile umpteens times.... wtf.... den mt come to mi kuzzy house to dwnload it here.... ive done wt part A bt don tink im doin part B now.... tml come skool early and do.... ha ha haa....

to am.... im sori ah make u travel far to get the disc.... sori man.... he he hee....

oklah may b later im goin to mi auntie house to visit mi kuzzy new born child.... see first lorz.... if mi mum goin den i go.... ha ha haa....

oklah dats all....
nw im relaxin as yesterdae im damn fookin worried abt mi project.... nw can rest a bit coz ive done some....
byek!!!!
PS: anione else want to go KTV dis comin tuesdae....


Friday, August 20, 2004

I am an ESFP!

As an ESFP, you are Extraverted, Sensing, Feeling , Perceiving.This makes your primary focus on Extraverted Sensing with Introverted Feeling.This is defined as a SP personality, which is part of Carl Jung's Artisans (Sensation Seeking) type, and more specifically the Performers
You are fun, and like to make others have fun, and this will make you have a well-liked weblog. You like learning in a hands-on way, and so you may have someone else do the behind the scenes things of your blog, and just be happy making shorter posts about the people you love. Theory is not your strong point, and so long analysis wouldn't fit in with the normal posting style.


hihihi.... im damn tired.... he he hee.... bt nw im at skool.... at lab S381 accompany mi frenz to do our mini project 1 which haf to be shown to our tutor nxt mondae.... actualli im suppose to do too.... bt im kinda lazy to do *noting new sharil!!!!*.... ha ha haa!!!!

oklah notin much happen todae.... juz dat im late for klass for one hour!!!! ha ha haa.... i woke up late seh.... bt nvm the tutor was understandin and did nt sae anitin.... he he hee....

nxt week i gt one project to hand in plus two lab test!!!! oh no.... ha ha haa.... hope i can do well.... btw juz nw i had mi OOAD e-quiz.... its kinda easy bt who noes rite.... he he hee....

juz nw i sae elaine, so i sae hi at her.... bt in the end she tell mi dat she want mi hair short by next week.... wth!!!! i tell her after the one week break bt she sae no!!!! next week mt show her.... ha ha haa.... so nw im tinkin wat to do.... cut or nt???? ha ha haa....

oklah gtg
later abt 8+ i will be goin home.... gonna get crackin wt mi project.... he he hee....
byez....
PS: im damn fookin hungry nw!!!! btw i cant believe meredith is the next bachelorette.... ha ha haa!!!!



Thursday, August 19, 2004
hi hi hii.... welcome back.... he he hee.... todae klass as usual.... so boring.... in three wks time is mi common test.... haiyo.... i haven study!!!! haiz.... so sianz leh.... btw i will sit four papers *i tink so* for dis common test wk.... haiz.... confirm during one wk break i will be studying lik hell!!!! ha ha haa.... den mayb next wk we 7 and peier goin to k-box to haf fun.... btw i haven ask all of dem.... he he hee.... confirm if we go.... we will haf fun fun fun and more fun!!!! ha ha haa.... hope dey will want to go and free nxt wk.... he he hee....

oklah gtg....

byez....
*waitin for spore idol!!!!*
PS: guyz sori if juz nw i gave u an attitude.... sori....


Wednesday, August 18, 2004
hie!!!! i juz came back home.... damn tired.... juz watched a football match at bishan stadium.... and im damn fookin amaze dat home united win the match.... its ok it was nt a surprise coz i want home to win but wats mi amaze dat saf lose by 8 goals to 1.... ha ha haa!!!! dat was lik wtf!!!! he he hee.... den i was happi dat home win so dat can catch up wt tampines rovers.... den juz nw at the half time break, the home united cheerleader was suppose to perform bt it was cancel coz of technical fault!!!! ha ha haa.... damn paiseh as dey already stand on the field den it was cancel.... ha ha haa!!!! serve damn rite coz dey are being cocky!!!! ha ha haa....

oklah i gtg byez....
PS: hope dat i can woke up tml for mi klass!!!! ha ha haa....


hihi.... backy again.... now im at skool wt ipah, rauf, lix and fish doin our OOAD hmwk.... btw actualli "doin" *u noe wat i mean*.... so todae as usual i did nt come for morning lesson and came to skool at 1200 for semestral project lesson.... as usual thamby was nt ther.... if u realize thamby and siva is lik the same.... alwayz MIA.... ha ha haa.... wait during presentation dey will lik blamin us for nt findin dem wen we have difficult.... u folks juz wait and see.... he he hee.... and btw i can proudly sae dat mi class SUX!!!! ha ha haa.... in some sense its sucky bt i tink dats the part of life.... oklah fish is gettin more open to mi.... im happi dat we 7 musketeers *no longer shelters* rules the world!!!! ha ha haa....

btw mi cousin juz gift birth to a healthy son!!!! he he hee.... hope dat u haf a speedy recovery.... btw i heard frm mi mum dat he si so cute.... so got to check it out....

and later im watching a football match!!!! its between SAFFC and HOME UNITED.... actualli i suppose to support saf bt i want home to win.... ha ha haa.... coz i dont want tampines to win the league championship which will end soon.... go home go!!!! ha ha haa....

oklah gtg wait kak ipah scold mi of nt doin mi werk coz we suppose to do our hmwk.... nt blogging away.... he he hee.... bubboi!!!!
PS: anione want to go to the teater komedi.... juz msg mi or tag mi!!!! byez....


Tuesday, August 17, 2004
hihi!!!! i juz came back home.... nw im watching channel 5 about the true courage of a mother who has a sick child.... haiz.... so sad....

btw after the project meeting, i went wt lix and am to play tennis!!!! it was fun and funny as well.... peier aso join us short after.... and we play together.... he he hee!!!! im so happi.... btw i tink mi tennis skills is gettin better *better den last time lorz*.... den after dat i meet up wt mi sis to haf dinner.... we went to swensen at toa payoh *the most "happening" place*.... i had mi favourite crayfish pasta, french fries and ice cream.... yum yum!!!! im bloody full nw.... he he hee *blurps*.... den we went to kiddy palace to get smting for mi nephew.... den we went back home wt our stomach damn full.... ha ha haa!!!!

oklah dats all folks.... byek!


hie!! im back after a long daes of silence!!! mani tings happen.... like trust in friendship and backstabbing which im used to it.... luckily for me, mi 6 musketeers are ther to support and cheer mi on!!!! he he hee.... life sucks as usual.... rs sux as usual!!!! and all sux as usual.... wat to do.... people mouth we cant simply control dem.... and btw im nt the sha u use to haf.... im tryin to bcome more meaner, nt easily forgivin and not so soft hearted!!!! ha ha haa....

so guyz....

dont mess with the best
coz the best dont mess
dont fool with the cool
coz the cool dont fool
dont mess **
dont fool **
come one shabear lets show dem how!!!!!

*i noe u folks might tink its craps.... ha ha haa....*

last saturdae i went to the rhapsody 2004 *so called inter-tertiary idol*.... it was not bad.... as im havin sore throat, im nt performin mi best.... haiz.... wat to do bt tanx to don and sulli who actualli came dwn to support mi!!!! tanx guyz.... den i would lik to tanx lix, ipah and rauf for listening to mi singin after skool and givin mi their true judgement about how i sing.... btw dey actualli gif mi hope even wen im nt in mi gd health at dat time.... tanx man!!!! den came along the audition.... mi parents accompany mi to paradiz center *i aso don noe wher issit*.... so we took taxi ther coz im damn fooking late.... den when i reach the k-box.... i went in one of the room wher the contestant are being seated ther.... so im lik the 10 person waitin to sing.... wait and wait..... and den its mi turn.... ha ha haa.... im damn fooking nervous at dat time.... luckily don and sulli came along.... dey lik gif mi confident lorz.... den its mi turn to go in....

i stand in front of two judges and few students.... den i was like standing ther for few minutes.... den without givin mi signal, the music start.... and wat makes it worse ther was gareth gates voice aso.... haiz.... im damn nervous plus blur.... den the music stop and start again wt no gareth gates voice.... by the time dey restart again the song.... i was lik wtf i cant do it.... all mi confident is gone.... omg.... help mi.... bt i juz sing and i was trembling.... bt i tink i did well given to the situation im in plus im nt feelin well.... den wen i went out of the room, don and sulli sae dat i sang well.... ha ha haa.... bt i was nt confident, i tink dat i sing sux!!!! all felix, rauf and ipah effort to help mi all gone!!!! ha ha haa.... haiz.... btw the results comin out dis week.... so im lookin forward to it.... ha ha haa.... oklahz den after dat i went to valerie chalet.... it was kinda fun too.... he he hee....

now im in mi skool elp with lix and aleem doin the semestral project.... its lik dey are doin while im bloggin away.... ha ha haa!!!! den juz nw i walk pass blk L and saw dis booth for registration to join voice out *its a singin competition in nyp*.... im tinkin of joinin or nt.... he he hee.... i will ask ipah, lix and rauf opinion abt dis....

oklahz gtg....
byez....
PS: trust is the key to friendship.... i hate backstabbers!!!!


Tuesday, August 03, 2004
hie guyz.... life haf been a roller coaster fo mi dis few daes.... ha ha haa!!!! *mcm btol je aku nie*!!!! nw waitin for lix and aleem to come to mi house.... we suppose to mit at skool bt as usual im kinda tired and lazy to go out so i ask dem to go to mi house and do.... ha ha haa!!!! *lazy mi* btw guyz if u want to see mi birthdae party pixs click here: SHABEAR BIRTHDAE PARTY!!!!

klahz guyz... gtg....
cya next time....


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