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Saturday, October 22, 2005

jus a random post.. smtin i nid to get out of my chest... so if u get the heat or find its abusive or watsoeva... dats ur freaking prob... its my BLOG!!! read dat MY BLOG!!! hmm...

today ive done something that i have never do before... saying someone whom i dont know a bitch... i actually regret abt it but thinking back, im standing up for my frens... and dats wat frens are for... to stand up for each other... how u feel if someone humiliate u in front of many people... saying u bitch and all... not once or twice, MANY TIMES!!! thats wat she did to my fren... and just now i actually was there wen she said that sooo SARCASTICALLY... hmm... mayb im right, mayb im wrong... but i tick her off cos my fren went quiet... shes d type who will like never speak up... so i stand up for her.. hello?! someone like abusing ur fren and all u can do is keep quiet?!?!! wth... is dat wat frens for... i dun wan pick a fite... but i jus wan her to realise that wat she did is wrong... if she hear people telling her dat this gal said dat to her bla bla bla... didnt she realised dat many people has been toking abt her?!?! so all of them are bicthes too uh??? u wont also realised if ur best fren who u close with talk ill about u??? u wont know wat... toking behind someone back is like sooo common... come on grow up... i guess u too talk behind people back.. LIKE DUH... and wats makes me mad... since i stand up for my fren, i tot my frens will back me up... but one by one said they dun wan to get involve... ok fine dun wan get involve... bt y am i so stupid to stand up for my fren?!?! and rem getting involve doesnt mean help me to scold dat gal or back me up if smtin bad happen... i jus nid the support to said wat i did is right or wrong or wat la... i mayb the DATABASE... and now i tink people mistook me for being care and concern with being KPO, nosey, gossiper and watsoeva... i wont even now but people may say... and i confirm dat people got say... is this wat fren all abt... mayb i should jus keep quiet wen my fren get abusive hurling... and get my mouth shut wen my fren is in trouble or being troubled... but i dun cos i noe my fren is in need... and i just wan to stand for her... stand for her rights... am i being stupid or wat... life indeed sucks... smtimes being care is totally wrong.. and they said being kpo.. fine im the database or watsoeva... i claim i am one... so wats the big deal... i dun like go ard telling people abt this and that... i only tell people who are in the circle of trust... im so stupid... i shoudnt care or watsoeva happen... this is sucky... nvm la... life is always unfair to me... i use to tink frens are everything but now i doubt so... wen u sad u find people and now wen u happy, it seems u forget who ur frens are... hais... its sucks indeed... i miss IPAH BADLY... hais...

anyway this is jus a random post... mayb im being over or wat but i dun care... i speak up my mind...

ps: DONT ASK ME Y IM WRITING THIS... FULLSTOP!!!

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