LOVE ME OR HATE ME

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

hie!! im back after a long daes of silence!!! mani tings happen.... like trust in friendship and backstabbing which im used to it.... luckily for me, mi 6 musketeers are ther to support and cheer mi on!!!! he he hee.... life sucks as usual.... rs sux as usual!!!! and all sux as usual.... wat to do.... people mouth we cant simply control dem.... and btw im nt the sha u use to haf.... im tryin to bcome more meaner, nt easily forgivin and not so soft hearted!!!! ha ha haa....

so guyz....

dont mess with the best
coz the best dont mess
dont fool with the cool
coz the cool dont fool
dont mess **
dont fool **
come one shabear lets show dem how!!!!!

*i noe u folks might tink its craps.... ha ha haa....*

last saturdae i went to the rhapsody 2004 *so called inter-tertiary idol*.... it was not bad.... as im havin sore throat, im nt performin mi best.... haiz.... wat to do bt tanx to don and sulli who actualli came dwn to support mi!!!! tanx guyz.... den i would lik to tanx lix, ipah and rauf for listening to mi singin after skool and givin mi their true judgement about how i sing.... btw dey actualli gif mi hope even wen im nt in mi gd health at dat time.... tanx man!!!! den came along the audition.... mi parents accompany mi to paradiz center *i aso don noe wher issit*.... so we took taxi ther coz im damn fooking late.... den when i reach the k-box.... i went in one of the room wher the contestant are being seated ther.... so im lik the 10 person waitin to sing.... wait and wait..... and den its mi turn.... ha ha haa.... im damn fooking nervous at dat time.... luckily don and sulli came along.... dey lik gif mi confident lorz.... den its mi turn to go in....

i stand in front of two judges and few students.... den i was like standing ther for few minutes.... den without givin mi signal, the music start.... and wat makes it worse ther was gareth gates voice aso.... haiz.... im damn nervous plus blur.... den the music stop and start again wt no gareth gates voice.... by the time dey restart again the song.... i was lik wtf i cant do it.... all mi confident is gone.... omg.... help mi.... bt i juz sing and i was trembling.... bt i tink i did well given to the situation im in plus im nt feelin well.... den wen i went out of the room, don and sulli sae dat i sang well.... ha ha haa.... bt i was nt confident, i tink dat i sing sux!!!! all felix, rauf and ipah effort to help mi all gone!!!! ha ha haa.... haiz.... btw the results comin out dis week.... so im lookin forward to it.... ha ha haa.... oklahz den after dat i went to valerie chalet.... it was kinda fun too.... he he hee....

now im in mi skool elp with lix and aleem doin the semestral project.... its lik dey are doin while im bloggin away.... ha ha haa!!!! den juz nw i walk pass blk L and saw dis booth for registration to join voice out *its a singin competition in nyp*.... im tinkin of joinin or nt.... he he hee.... i will ask ipah, lix and rauf opinion abt dis....

oklahz gtg....
byez....
PS: trust is the key to friendship.... i hate backstabbers!!!!